starkissed

I dont even know why i am writing this i dont exactly have anything to say... but anyways.  I'm gunna do a sad diary today, like when you write about Everything that happened- even if it does happen to hold no real significance.. though i guess everything is significant because it's all linked like if i didnt leave my house extra late today i would have probably seen someone or something that i wouldnt have seen if i'd left earlier..which im sure would make some difference. Well anyhow we had some time keeping skills thing all day  which i'm sure would have been helpful if i'd heard what she was saying but you know when you just tune out sometimes.. but aNyway we had to do this things that i reall y cant be bothered to exshplaain. but our group won .yaaaaay- these blue note book things. yup so that was my day.

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i think i should go to sleep now. but i just ca-a-an-n-t hehe i dont even know what ive been doing all this time- today i watched so many films its crazy! yep its crazy.. i saw the end of wicker park as soon as i woke cuz last night i fell asleep in the middle of it so this morning i had the painful task of rewinding and fastforwarding trying to remember what i had and hadnt seen.. gosh.  then i saw willy wonka and the chocolate factory - that was better than i thought but the end was like huh?- probably because i watched it half and half agaain but it was so funny, in parts.  then we watched about 5 minutes of 50 first dates but i suppose that doesnt count as watching a film- not that it matters, ive seen that film tooo many times- oh i could have watched shrek! i love(d) that film, but i killed it the very day i watched it 5 times in a row ..dont ask i dont know what i was thinking.  Later i watched this film with jennifer aniston which i have also seen about 5 times but only because i never saw the ending and today i only caught the  ending and was quite confusing- probably because its been about a year since i saw it last, i dont know what it was called, something  about america, maybe. and noww im watching some other film in ireland and they're becoming soul singers- i just dont know!  it seems good.. Well now i just dont want to write anymore but hopefully my film reviews were to your liking, though i doubt it good niiiiight *sleeps*

I'm feeling positively restless, like i want to be doing something but i dont know what and also my favourite ring- which yees looks a little cheap at a closer inspection.. is chipped! Oh dear..
   I attempted to write a poem this morning, which turned into starting to think of a  song and then a poem again.  I ended up with zilch..hrmm i used to write them all the time, like one everyday but now i just caant- probably because i dont enjoy it - at all, Just feels like a chore now because my heads been a little hollow recently.
   Gosh I worry way too much.. my brother just fell asleep on the sofa so i went and shook him awake eh he didnt seem so grateful that i could have saved his life.. or something.. hrmm.

I am so tired, and sick egh. Had to go to the rehearsal for my aunties wedding last night- the van/coach thing broke down on the way there so  my aunties and uncles who were driving infront had to turn back. haha my dad's side of the family is mahoosive so it was funny with all my cousins. ahh  we had to get in the back of my uncle's van-  and there was no waay i was gonna be sitting in the back of a pitch black van on the hottest day of the year with about 9 other people sharing a limited air space with the risk of suffocation and aaaaah!! *shudders* well anyhow we got there at about 11 and apparently i 'missed out' on the fun in the van ah well.  Theen we had to practise walking up and down the aisle and up and down and.. yeah basically it was a very long night and didnt get home till about two something and now i think i shall go to sleep.. Me and my brother are playing a song at the wedding reception so i'm looking forward to that .